Dear Husband,

I was just emailing your mom in response to an email she sent out as a prayer request for you and the boys out there. 


Your green light on Skype just came on and i message you'd but haven't gotten a response yet…

i really miss you today. last night was the first night i slept alone and i couldn't bring myself to go to bed. i ended up purging the fridge and cabinets of unnecessary things. I threw away your cereal boxes (cause god knows i would die before I eat those things) and i tossed a lot of spices/sauces that were past expiration date-go figure. I threw in some laundry and for the second time I threw your dirty underwear back into the hamper because I'm not ready to let go of your scent. YES.. its true, i sniffed it and cried.. YES.. it's gross. Can you blame me?

Foxi has been wondering where you've been. Last night she heard someone walking towards our door and she flew off the couch and happily panted by the kitchen thinking it was you. She realized it wasn't and walked over to lay on your shoes and continued to stare. It's really adorable how much she loves  you. Before you think "awwwwee, i love foxi too". Let me tell you. The little bad dog ate my strawberries. ALL OF THEM! haha. I quickly checked to see if they're poisonous and they're not! it's actually good for them! whew!

Today I've got my gym clothes on and i'm planning to get some sweat time in--the girls have been feeding me junk food in hopes to comfort my missing you. I guess it helped but I may have gained 5 lbs from pure fat and oil consumption. I have a hair appointment at 3:45 to trim and clean up my hair and right after that Heidi and I are going to the Standard for their grand opening. Ava will meet up with us after work. It'll be nice to have someone sleep over tonight. I've been on your side of the bed and now prefer it better than my old dingy side.