bed time

i've been trying to sleep for an hour now... hopefully i can get some zzzz's in so that I can get up at 5am. it'll be a little lonely this year since i'm driving out by myself. Ava will be catching a shuttle in but i'm not sure if we'll be able to meet up. I wish you could at least be there to start off with me :( Wish me luck and at least a few hours of sleep. I love you

Hello Uncle Joaquin

From your future niece or nephew... This is the picture I got from my sister today. She took two tests just to be sure. i'm so excited. i can't wait to see what she's having!!!

Dear Husband

I forgot to send this so it was saved in my drafts:

Taxes are done!We have a sweet return since you're deployed and belong to WA. Kenji (tax guy) told me to say hi and also offered me to do our taxes and to call/visit him free of charge to help and double check. He's really nice and fun. I like that guy.

On the way to the vet I also snapped a photo of the car in front of me. Their license plate is PYX 445.. This person at the DMV at probably the same time as I was. It was funny cause it reminded me of when I asked you "do you think we would've crossed paths if we hadn't met on myspace?". It made me feel like one way or another, we would've been in each others lives somehow. What really scares me is the thought of not having you in my life. Everything would most likely be bland. You spice i

Her favorite pillow

Foxi loves this pillow. I'm not sure if it's the memory foam but she chooses this one most of the time or the king size pillow in the back when I move around and annoy her. She looked extremely cute when I got up so I snapped a picture to show you.

I'm getting ready to go to shadow boxing in an hour. I'll also be sending you stuff today so it it was last time it'll hopefully be a week when you see it. Ill try to catch you online this morning but it depends on when I run and if I'll be trying bikram today. I have to get going. I'll think of you every moment I can. I love you

Hooters!!!

Hope this makes your request fulfilled :) The girls were really sweet about taking the photo for you. I love you!

Valentines Day

This has been my best deployed Valentines Day ever simply because I got to see your face this morning.  You are the best thing that has ever happend to me and I can wait to grow our family and spend the rest of my life with you.

I love you

It's almost the end of the night and valentines day has been another day without you. Although I wish I could have you near me I think I've learned how to appreciate you more while you're away. I've remembered to think of you every time I've felt alone. I do things I know would be much more enjoyable with your company. I've planned a future in my head with us doing so much more than we've already done. I can't wait to see you again. I just wanted to tell you that :)

Dear Husband

Look at what crystal brought today to the photo shoot! All these yummy goodies from Japan!

I went to buy Foxi's dog food today (since I missed the store hours by 2mins) and saw the cutest thing! Look... Talk about "how much is that doggy in the window?". I had to snap a picture although 6 photos later, attached are the two best ones. That puppy was so spazy.

Anyway, I hope you're having a good valentines day. I know we're not together but I've been thinking of you all day...every chance I got! I love you

View of Waikiki from Magic Island

It's absolutely breathtaking during the sunset. Next time I'll try to get a photo of it since I got the later part of the night. We really should take strolls together and enjoy this island together. I know you may not like the walking on because of your knees but maybe I can pull you around on a skateboard :)

Thanks for the video chat earlier.. I liked seeing you in zoom mode.

I love you

Dear Husband

I'm doing my late run with Channel again. I'm so happy I'm not doing it alone so late in the night. She's good company. We actually ran into Channey in Waikiki while running.

The play was actually better than I thought and I enjoyed it...I think you would've too. I also tried a new dish at Tenkaippin... I think it's called the paitan. It was extremely salty. I think I'll keep with the regular koteri broth.

Okay..break is done.. I need to get these 6miles in and ready for tomorrow's 4mile run.

I love you

It starts now

First pills I got so far. These are the prenatal pills that they say are suppose to be good for me and for later on if we're lucky enough to conceive. They said that the ovulation kit is a very good tool for us but it's really all about my cycle and when I become regular. They said that the good thing so far is that I've already gotten my period which is a good sign of getting towards regularity. The other thing we could've done was for me to have not stopped the birth control and stop it when you came home... I would've been most fertile then-that where lots of eggs would've dropped due to my body being so confused. I don't know. I'm just going to say that if it happens it happens. If it doesn't then we'll practice again.

Sleep cycle

Being sick this past weekend has really messed with my sleep cycle even more. Its terrible... I need to get it back to normal. :(

It was nice to hear your voice earlier so you definitely brightened my day when we spoke. I hope you're having a good day. I love you

Gyro for one

I hate this eating alone thing but this gyro kiosk place is yummy so I've eaten here a couple times now since you've left. When you come home... I don't think I'll even mind sharing it with you :p

Speed walking

Finished 4miles and doing the last 2miles speed walking with Channel. I wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and start to get really excited every time I think about babies. I've been doing the daily ovulation tests and although I thought I would be fertile yesterday, I was wrong... I'm not today either. I'm afraid I may have a bad/irregular cycle. I made an appt at Tripler on Friday just to see if there's anything I can do. I hope I don't mess this up.

On a better note. I just got a message from Judy. Mom is doing okay after the surgery but is in a lot of pain. See what you can do about calling her on FaceTime or a phone. I bet she would love to hear from you.

Its about to get to the darker area soon. I'm gonna say I love you and get off the phone to keep an eye out for danger. I have to protect my babies (unborn and channel :p)

5-0

just called me to see if i can come in to be on set for saturday.. they hardly every film on the weekends. I haven't responded yet... still thinking about that "must pay" status. hmmmm

smile

I was just thinking to myself earlier that i haven't smiled, giggled, or laughed the way you made me in awhile. I knew you were a great husband but didn't realize how much you naturally brightened my day. I was pretty bummed out until i saw a clip of Greys Anatomy where it was a "what if" episode. They made all of the doctors have different lives and one of them ended up being a red headed, dread-locked, druggie. It was hilarious.. i laughed out loud.. they way you make me do. i just thought i'd let you know. I love you.

She's feeling better

She can sit without yelping or getting up but she did accidentally touch her stitches and went wild... Like the time she ran around and pee'd + poo'd. It must've really hurt. She's resting a lot but that could be because i'm resting too. I bought some pho and meds. Hopefully I can chat with you later. Love you

Dear Husband

The body aches are back. Im in bed again resting now. I couldnt keep any food down. It must be a stomach virus. I also left the house real quickly to get an ovulation kit that gives a 20day test. Looks like I'm NOT ovulating today. So everyday I'm to test the levels of hormones and act a couple days within that timeframe. I'll also try to go to the gyno to get more info.

I'm getting really tired. I love you... I'll be in bed if you want to catch me and fox sleeping.

Oh boy

Someone knows what's up.. Tomorrow, she's leaving a little less of a lady. 

Dear Husband

Thanks for listening to my rant about school. It was really frustrating me and giving me anxiety and even though you can't do anything about it, your responses are like you're still around.

I had a long day today and have been prepping for Foxi's surgery. She'll be staying at the vets and will need to rest for one night. I'll let you know how everything goes tomorrow. She gets dropped off at 8:30am.

Tomorrow I'll be meeting with my finance instructor to see if the incomplete is a possibility or if I'll have to drop the class. Wish me luck on that.

Also, check your email to see if any of those laptop stands are what you're looking for...

I love you. I had day dreams about you earlier... I hope you have the same :)