Dear Husband

Thanks for listening to my rant about school. It was really frustrating me and giving me anxiety and even though you can't do anything about it, your responses are like you're still around.

I had a long day today and have been prepping for Foxi's surgery. She'll be staying at the vets and will need to rest for one night. I'll let you know how everything goes tomorrow. She gets dropped off at 8:30am.

Tomorrow I'll be meeting with my finance instructor to see if the incomplete is a possibility or if I'll have to drop the class. Wish me luck on that.

Also, check your email to see if any of those laptop stands are what you're looking for...

I love you. I had day dreams about you earlier... I hope you have the same :)

Dear Husband

It's pretty late right now. I just got to moms after running/walking 7miles. I waited for Channel to finished work and drove her home. Guess what I'm wearing (photo)? The compression socks! My calves and shins (plus ankles and hips) are totally feeling it so I decided to wear them. I can feel less pain but my legs are still fatigued. These things are awesome though. I also wore them sleeping last night. Anyway, i have a long day tomorrow so I should probably get going, eat something and go to bed. I love you... So so much. Btw, I got my weekly reminder that you love me. Thanks for that. :)

Dear Husband

I'm glad you're settled in. It was really nice seeing your face clearly and hearing you without the long delay. Channel commented on how we sounded like we weren't even talking in the same conversation last night when she overheard us chatting in the car. You were saying one thing and I was saying another. Thank god we wont have to deal with much of a lag anymore.

I know you're going to try to buy some stuff to make your room a bit more comfortably but if you can think of anything that you want me to send to you, please lmk. I don't mind looking for stuff to send you. If you need something on amazon, just log into my account and go from there.

I'm about ready to hop in the shower and lay in bed. You can reach me downstairs if you want. I should still be awake and either watching TV, studying, or amazon researching/shopping for more compression socks. I love you. Have a good afternoon my love.

My creation

It didn't want to stand up but you get the idea.

Dear Husband

It's been a long day. As tired as I was last night, I decided that I would go out after golfing all day at Mamala Bay golf course. BTW, i didn't do as well as before but it did make me think of us when we got to certain holes. I remember some conversations we had and even that video you took of me after i drove my ball onto the green from the tee box. You're an awesome husband and that you for giving me so many good memories. Okay, back to this morning. I couldn't get out of bed and my body is sooo tired from the running, working out, and golf-to top that off, I went out too. My plan was to go home early and rest so that in the morning I could get Maya her bday gift. Instead I was in the car with Heidi and didn't get upstairs till really late. My plan of waking up early... well, it didn't happen :P I was able to find her a little drop and roll toy that she could sit on and roll around with but Diem Mi ended up buying her the same thing so now I have to return it. I guess i'll just head to the mall with Kinh and Amy and let them choose something. The bday party was nice.. Amy's mom wishes you a fast deployment so that we can get together and make babies already. There were seriously as many babies as there were adults! It would've been nice if we had some kids who had kids the same age but we'll see. Maybe we can. I'm about ready to head out and am chatting with you now. I love you :)

Down the stairs

I figured you probably haven't thought about how Foxi used to kiss you and watch you when you went down the stairs...well, if you forgot what that's like I thought I'd show you.

Look what I found

I shall make you a sculpture to show my love for you!

Dear Husband

I have a few mins before my class starts. My legs are really tired today. All the lunges and squats yesterday and the shadow boxing this morning... Its actually quite tiresome. It's been a few hours since I left the gym and I'm feeling the muscle fatigue. What makes it worse is that I mistook the miles today... I was supposed to run 2, not 3! No wonder at 2 miles I was on my last limb of energy!

Class is starting now. I just wanted to say I love you and hopefully I'll talk to you later :)

Every time I miss you

I see little signs that re-affirm our love and happiness... It's like back when we were courting on MySpace. It's these little things...

I love you

Dear Husband

I got the new USAA cards in the mail today... not sure if you wanted me to mail this out to you but i'll go ahead and activate both of them and wait to hear from you about whether or not you want it sent. I have another late class tonight and will be finished around 8ish. The plan is to do my 6miles after the class ends. It'll be late so either Ala Wai (since it's well lit) or the gym (which kinda sucks for running).. i think i'll take the dark route and keep my eyes open for zombies and bad people.

I still haven't heard from you so i'm hoping everything is okay. I got an email about a hard landing report but that soldiers were okay. I doubt you were on that but regardless, i'm glad no one was hurt.

I also did some re-potting today. The kale is growing so fast now and it's too much for one pot so I separated them in two pots... they're looking really good but depending on how big they flower, i may have to re-pot again! I'll take a picture for you next week since they're a little limp looking from the move.

I have to get going to class. I love you and will be thinking of you. *kisses*

Hi Daddy-o

Your dog is the queen of the bed and especially this pillow!

Dear Husband

Happy Chinese New Year!! I just wanted to wish you luck, wealth, and happiness. Its custom to wish someone something good during the new year and since you're not here I wanted to make sure you know i'm thinking about you. It's said that whatever happens this day will happen for the rest of the year and so I made it a point to think about you as often as I could so that I would think of you all year. I also cleaned and spent time with the family.. i guess that means i'll be tidy all year and will be spending more time with the nieces and nephews. Know what this means.... i'll probably have an itch for babies often :P
I hope you're having a good day and have been getting tons of sleep. Keep warm. I love you

Babies

I just left moms and spent some time watching old videos of the twins. They were so cute when they were babies! I cannot believe how much they've grow... And how smart they used to be! I can't wait to make home videos when we have a family. I love you

Waimea!

It's so hot right now but we can't jump in the water until Ava and Winson get back in to watch our stuff... so i thought i'd send you a quick love note! I miss you..btw, we're in the spot that we were at with Mikey and Brandon.

My run

Yesterdays run

Todays run

Dear Husband

I'm really glad you seem to be feeling a lot better. I think it's the fact that you know that you'll be out of there and finally settled soon. I've been seeing posts from the boys that are still here and it's been bumming me out. That means someone else will have to go through this the way we all have. Have you heard anything about your room situation and if it's going to have internet?

I just got home from my 5mile run/walk. My left hip is slightly bugging me when i walk but it doesn't affect my running at all. Actually, if i walk in a slight sitting position then it feels so much better. Tomorrow i have a 2 mile run without stopping. WISH ME LUCK! Sometime before/after that i'm going to try that cycle class too.

Winson gets in tonight and Ava wants to go out but i'm not caught up with my work and I want to be well rested for tomorrow. I actually cannot believe that he's here. Oh! Ricky comes in a few days too. He called me earlier and said we'll all go golfing. I can't wait! I also went to Roger Dunn to do another club fitting before the 90 satisfaction ended. They said the clubs fit really well. I tried a few different clubs and ultimately mine were the best. I even hit at 217yards. We'll see though. Towards the end i was getting sloppy cause i got tired and started lifting my head. It was funny because when the guy called me out on it, I responded and said, "you sound like my husband". hehe.

I want you to know that I miss you a lot more today too. I was just thinking this morning that I feel like I miss you so much and was a little jealous that you're holding up so well alone. I noticed I spend less time moping around at the fact that I'm alone but I still think and talk about you like you're still here. I think it's because i still have your stuff laying around. Your shoes are still at the door and your post-it notes for the video games haven't been thrown away. As for your CD request, I'll try to work on it- what i mean is, i'll try to find or buy a blank one somewhere :) I love you.. i hope you have a warmer day

Miss you

I miss you more today than I have since I left. Not sure why, I think it has to do with a song that was playing in one if the tents. I'm not sure of the name but it is on your list and says "fuck you" in it. I wouldn't mind getting your playlist on CD so I can listen to it. The cold and speed of the days here makes time go by fast, but I am starting to get used to it. I don't need to be away from you to be reminded how amazing you are an how much I truly love you, that is just the one bonus of being away. Hope your day goes well, back into the tundra.

Dear husband

I'm in Waipahu right now waiting for Ava (again, haha!). We're grabbing some food at Pho Bistro. Some of the food came and she's not here yet so I decided to send out a little love note to you.

I hope you know that I'm probably one of the luckiest people alive to have someone like you. I made a good choice in spending my life with you. I hope you feel the same. I love you,

Love you

A lot going on, three flights in one day. It was so cold a guy got frost bite on his fingers. Don't wait up I'll talk to you when I can. I love you.

Dear husband

Today was good. Well, I think I feel really good right now because I ran my 1mile nonstop like the plan said to do. :) I felt a little bad because I went to shadow boxing this morning and Erin, the instructor couldn't make it so I ended up taking a core class. It just didn't seem good enough to be my substituted for my 1mile run...

After the core class I went to a casting for an HP ad but what I didn't know is that they wanted experts! It was still fun and even though I didn't have any gear, one of the girls let me use hers! I did however get to ask Chris (from 24hr fitness) if I could borrow his and he sent me a picture of what he had. That was really nice of him.

I was supposed to go to Heidi's work event today but instead I had to cancel to help the twins fog up the place before mom gets back. Apparently they have a bug infestation from the cabinets (the grains) and something like bedbugs. I don't know.. I just bought whatever and fogged the place up! The kids are sleeping over and Heidi is coming over to drink some wine.

Anyway.. While I write all this I'm walking back from my jog. :) I feel great! Oh, and the shoes, both of them feel really good!!

I love you. I hope everything is going well for you. Be safe and keep warm.