It starts now

First pills I got so far. These are the prenatal pills that they say are suppose to be good for me and for later on if we're lucky enough to conceive. They said that the ovulation kit is a very good tool for us but it's really all about my cycle and when I become regular. They said that the good thing so far is that I've already gotten my period which is a good sign of getting towards regularity. The other thing we could've done was for me to have not stopped the birth control and stop it when you came home... I would've been most fertile then-that where lots of eggs would've dropped due to my body being so confused. I don't know. I'm just going to say that if it happens it happens. If it doesn't then we'll practice again.

Sleep cycle

Being sick this past weekend has really messed with my sleep cycle even more. Its terrible... I need to get it back to normal. :(

It was nice to hear your voice earlier so you definitely brightened my day when we spoke. I hope you're having a good day. I love you

Gyro for one

I hate this eating alone thing but this gyro kiosk place is yummy so I've eaten here a couple times now since you've left. When you come home... I don't think I'll even mind sharing it with you :p

Speed walking

Finished 4miles and doing the last 2miles speed walking with Channel. I wanted to let you know I was thinking of you and start to get really excited every time I think about babies. I've been doing the daily ovulation tests and although I thought I would be fertile yesterday, I was wrong... I'm not today either. I'm afraid I may have a bad/irregular cycle. I made an appt at Tripler on Friday just to see if there's anything I can do. I hope I don't mess this up.

On a better note. I just got a message from Judy. Mom is doing okay after the surgery but is in a lot of pain. See what you can do about calling her on FaceTime or a phone. I bet she would love to hear from you.

Its about to get to the darker area soon. I'm gonna say I love you and get off the phone to keep an eye out for danger. I have to protect my babies (unborn and channel :p)

5-0

just called me to see if i can come in to be on set for saturday.. they hardly every film on the weekends. I haven't responded yet... still thinking about that "must pay" status. hmmmm

smile

I was just thinking to myself earlier that i haven't smiled, giggled, or laughed the way you made me in awhile. I knew you were a great husband but didn't realize how much you naturally brightened my day. I was pretty bummed out until i saw a clip of Greys Anatomy where it was a "what if" episode. They made all of the doctors have different lives and one of them ended up being a red headed, dread-locked, druggie. It was hilarious.. i laughed out loud.. they way you make me do. i just thought i'd let you know. I love you.

She's feeling better

She can sit without yelping or getting up but she did accidentally touch her stitches and went wild... Like the time she ran around and pee'd + poo'd. It must've really hurt. She's resting a lot but that could be because i'm resting too. I bought some pho and meds. Hopefully I can chat with you later. Love you

Dear Husband

The body aches are back. Im in bed again resting now. I couldnt keep any food down. It must be a stomach virus. I also left the house real quickly to get an ovulation kit that gives a 20day test. Looks like I'm NOT ovulating today. So everyday I'm to test the levels of hormones and act a couple days within that timeframe. I'll also try to go to the gyno to get more info.

I'm getting really tired. I love you... I'll be in bed if you want to catch me and fox sleeping.

Oh boy

Someone knows what's up.. Tomorrow, she's leaving a little less of a lady. 

Dear Husband

Thanks for listening to my rant about school. It was really frustrating me and giving me anxiety and even though you can't do anything about it, your responses are like you're still around.

I had a long day today and have been prepping for Foxi's surgery. She'll be staying at the vets and will need to rest for one night. I'll let you know how everything goes tomorrow. She gets dropped off at 8:30am.

Tomorrow I'll be meeting with my finance instructor to see if the incomplete is a possibility or if I'll have to drop the class. Wish me luck on that.

Also, check your email to see if any of those laptop stands are what you're looking for...

I love you. I had day dreams about you earlier... I hope you have the same :)

Dear Husband

It's pretty late right now. I just got to moms after running/walking 7miles. I waited for Channel to finished work and drove her home. Guess what I'm wearing (photo)? The compression socks! My calves and shins (plus ankles and hips) are totally feeling it so I decided to wear them. I can feel less pain but my legs are still fatigued. These things are awesome though. I also wore them sleeping last night. Anyway, i have a long day tomorrow so I should probably get going, eat something and go to bed. I love you... So so much. Btw, I got my weekly reminder that you love me. Thanks for that. :)

Dear Husband

I'm glad you're settled in. It was really nice seeing your face clearly and hearing you without the long delay. Channel commented on how we sounded like we weren't even talking in the same conversation last night when she overheard us chatting in the car. You were saying one thing and I was saying another. Thank god we wont have to deal with much of a lag anymore.

I know you're going to try to buy some stuff to make your room a bit more comfortably but if you can think of anything that you want me to send to you, please lmk. I don't mind looking for stuff to send you. If you need something on amazon, just log into my account and go from there.

I'm about ready to hop in the shower and lay in bed. You can reach me downstairs if you want. I should still be awake and either watching TV, studying, or amazon researching/shopping for more compression socks. I love you. Have a good afternoon my love.

My creation

It didn't want to stand up but you get the idea.

Dear Husband

It's been a long day. As tired as I was last night, I decided that I would go out after golfing all day at Mamala Bay golf course. BTW, i didn't do as well as before but it did make me think of us when we got to certain holes. I remember some conversations we had and even that video you took of me after i drove my ball onto the green from the tee box. You're an awesome husband and that you for giving me so many good memories. Okay, back to this morning. I couldn't get out of bed and my body is sooo tired from the running, working out, and golf-to top that off, I went out too. My plan was to go home early and rest so that in the morning I could get Maya her bday gift. Instead I was in the car with Heidi and didn't get upstairs till really late. My plan of waking up early... well, it didn't happen :P I was able to find her a little drop and roll toy that she could sit on and roll around with but Diem Mi ended up buying her the same thing so now I have to return it. I guess i'll just head to the mall with Kinh and Amy and let them choose something. The bday party was nice.. Amy's mom wishes you a fast deployment so that we can get together and make babies already. There were seriously as many babies as there were adults! It would've been nice if we had some kids who had kids the same age but we'll see. Maybe we can. I'm about ready to head out and am chatting with you now. I love you :)

Down the stairs

I figured you probably haven't thought about how Foxi used to kiss you and watch you when you went down the stairs...well, if you forgot what that's like I thought I'd show you.

Look what I found

I shall make you a sculpture to show my love for you!

Dear Husband

I have a few mins before my class starts. My legs are really tired today. All the lunges and squats yesterday and the shadow boxing this morning... Its actually quite tiresome. It's been a few hours since I left the gym and I'm feeling the muscle fatigue. What makes it worse is that I mistook the miles today... I was supposed to run 2, not 3! No wonder at 2 miles I was on my last limb of energy!

Class is starting now. I just wanted to say I love you and hopefully I'll talk to you later :)

Every time I miss you

I see little signs that re-affirm our love and happiness... It's like back when we were courting on MySpace. It's these little things...

I love you

Dear Husband

I got the new USAA cards in the mail today... not sure if you wanted me to mail this out to you but i'll go ahead and activate both of them and wait to hear from you about whether or not you want it sent. I have another late class tonight and will be finished around 8ish. The plan is to do my 6miles after the class ends. It'll be late so either Ala Wai (since it's well lit) or the gym (which kinda sucks for running).. i think i'll take the dark route and keep my eyes open for zombies and bad people.

I still haven't heard from you so i'm hoping everything is okay. I got an email about a hard landing report but that soldiers were okay. I doubt you were on that but regardless, i'm glad no one was hurt.

I also did some re-potting today. The kale is growing so fast now and it's too much for one pot so I separated them in two pots... they're looking really good but depending on how big they flower, i may have to re-pot again! I'll take a picture for you next week since they're a little limp looking from the move.

I have to get going to class. I love you and will be thinking of you. *kisses*

Hi Daddy-o

Your dog is the queen of the bed and especially this pillow!