Manas

This is where I live for now, looks like I used some camera tricks to make it look cool but it just ended up this way :p

Waiting

Foxi waits for you and watches the door every day. She starts panting and wagging her tail when she thinks it's you.

Dear Husband

Today I've been online hoping to see you come on since I didn't get to speak with you yesterday. i wanted to say Happy New Year. I did get a message from you stating that I must not have heard my phone but I didn't get a missed call from my cell or from Skype. :(
Now I'm at Jimmy and DiemMi's place for NY and the family is here. I made beef stew and made it spicy and put white pepper in it the way you like it. Aunty Dora made her famous jello and little Tara made her amazing pumpkin crunch. The food was seriously good and all we've been talking about is working out and doing bikram yoga. I dont know if you remember Philip from Jimmy's family but if you do, i wanted to let you know that he is a new dad to a cute little boy who's got hair that stands straight up!
Foxi has been avoiding food since you've left. She finally started eating when i got her some new stuff. She already didn't like the old stuff but i think with your being gone she probably just lost more of her appetite. I'll keep watching her food intake though and see if she needs to go to the vet or not.
Also, I didn't get a chance to talk to you about last night (NYE) but I have to say that we have some great friends who are always watching out for me. Heidi and Ava have been making sure that they take care of me and when i needed someone, Andre and Eddie have been there as well... Everyone has been great for moral support.
The family also wanted me to tell you that they miss you and hope you have a good new year. Maya has started walking today! I could tells she was going to do it last night. She kept standing and sitting around trying to get back up all night.

Happy new year my love

Wishing you a beautiful new year!

NYE @ Kinh & Amy's

Meet Calvin.. This cat loves me (btw, he's the largest cat i've ever seen!)

 

 

Hi Joaquin. Love Kinh, Maya & Amy

 

 

Channel didn't want to take a picture until she found out it was for you

 

 

You can ride him!

 

 

A red smooch from Aunty Anna

 

 

Last one for me!

There was only one, ONE on the shelf and it was the hot one too. I think the commissary wanted me to think of you. I plan on sitting down by myself at your computer chair picking out the ones I like and wonder about how many times we've shared pickled okra together

Meet Gaga

Heidi Bought a pair of shoes that look like a vagina! It's funny because it was near the door where the wind was blowing and the lips were flapping. Haha!

I love you

I love you, hope this works :)

Dear husband

Shaymus says he misses you and that he's a bad friend 

Grand Opening: The Standard

Here are photos that I said I took for you. The Standard was filled with people who love you. :)

Everyone says they wish you were here!

Don't worry.. i took care of the girls

Quick shout out to Joaquin, Love Karina :p

<3 you.. Love us

Missing strawberries

Fox, the monster ate them all!

Dear Husband,

I was just emailing your mom in response to an email she sent out as a prayer request for you and the boys out there. 


Your green light on Skype just came on and i message you'd but haven't gotten a response yet…

i really miss you today. last night was the first night i slept alone and i couldn't bring myself to go to bed. i ended up purging the fridge and cabinets of unnecessary things. I threw away your cereal boxes (cause god knows i would die before I eat those things) and i tossed a lot of spices/sauces that were past expiration date-go figure. I threw in some laundry and for the second time I threw your dirty underwear back into the hamper because I'm not ready to let go of your scent. YES.. its true, i sniffed it and cried.. YES.. it's gross. Can you blame me?

Foxi has been wondering where you've been. Last night she heard someone walking towards our door and she flew off the couch and happily panted by the kitchen thinking it was you. She realized it wasn't and walked over to lay on your shoes and continued to stare. It's really adorable how much she loves  you. Before you think "awwwwee, i love foxi too". Let me tell you. The little bad dog ate my strawberries. ALL OF THEM! haha. I quickly checked to see if they're poisonous and they're not! it's actually good for them! whew!

Today I've got my gym clothes on and i'm planning to get some sweat time in--the girls have been feeding me junk food in hopes to comfort my missing you. I guess it helped but I may have gained 5 lbs from pure fat and oil consumption. I have a hair appointment at 3:45 to trim and clean up my hair and right after that Heidi and I are going to the Standard for their grand opening. Ava will meet up with us after work. It'll be nice to have someone sleep over tonight. I've been on your side of the bed and now prefer it better than my old dingy side. 

Dear Husband,

I know you said it's cold where you are but i think poor Foxi is having sympathetic cold issues because she misses you. 

A white xmas in bed in hawaii... Brrr. it's cold

I know.. i look good :p